So I just got back from a night ride with my friend Cindy (she is my hero, and a complete angel) I didn't even realize how much I have needed it this week...I went riding with her two weeks ago on Tuesday, and then I went last week and we talked about lots of things especially with our lives right now, and it has helped so much to be going with her there's something about being out with her and Dancer (her horse, she kindly lets me ride) I can't really explain it, but it's amazing what you discover about yourself, like tonight...
So I haven't been able to lope Dancer cause the dirt has been too hard, and his hurt leg, and everything else. Well tonight we got to a big open field and Cindy said, "go for it!" And Dancer and I took off...we had a fast, steady lope going and then he sped up more...I can't explain it really but oh my gosh it was exactly what I needed more than anything else right now, it was completely the alltime best feeling I have had for the past little while...my last entry states how I have been feeling like something is missing in life, well I'm not saying I found it now and everything is perfect again, but I found an out just like swing dancing is a way for me to escape from things, so is riding Dancer. There is a feeling of freedom in running with him and being out in an open field, just us two under millions of stars. I may not have gotten any answers and I may not get them I may always have a zillion question's but at least I have a way to feel completely free!
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